I got my car!!
And I got hired at the Arctic Queen, come see me, I start the end of May!!
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May 1st, 2005
Current Mood: excited
March 24th, 2005
It's not right...:
So I found out early this morning. It just didn't make sense. So young. She had a whole life ahead of her. Now because of such a tragic thing, she'll never graduate, have kids, get married. I don't know how her parents can deal with loosing their only child. Chester, I hope to God he can pull himself together and get through this. We don't need anymore. You always hear of people saying your gunna loose someone in High School, either involving a car, or suicide. But you never think or realize it's going to happen to you. As someone else said this kinda thing doesn't happen in Memphis. It makes it worse that everyone knows everyone, making us all close. Today made me realize that at school we may all be different, but one thing can bring us all together. It didn't matter what or who you were, but it effected everyone some way. Even if I only hung out a couple of times with her, and didn't know her personally, I did know she was a great person, and didn't deserve this. For that fact I don't think nobody deserves this. Thanks to everyone that tried to make this day better for me, but hearing everyone say Happy Birthday only made things worse. I couldn't bear to celebrate knowing that she had passed. Even now it doesn't seem real. I keep picturing her, and how she'll be back. Or I keep wondering how she felt seeing that truck come at her, but maybe she didn't see a thing. Anyways, all I hope is that she didn't suffer, and that she's at peace now. And may God be with Val and Lindsay through their recoveries.
Always & Forever-
To anyone that I've ever hurt, I'm truely sorry. Todays made me realize a lot, and has made me want to change my life/ways for the better.
Current Mood: Please let life get better...
February 22nd, 2005
Got bored in Computers...
Current Mood: AMUSED...
Current Music: (Annoying people around me talking...)
February 10th, 2005
Current Mood: Whoa...
Current Music: Noisy ass people around me...
December 30th, 2004
ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE NOW...
School should be interesting guyz...
Current Mood: Why?!?!
December 25th, 2004
Breaks been quite boring... Hung out with Steph a couple times, but otherwise I've been here by my lonesome!! I'd rather be in school, wait I take that one back. Wanna go to a New Year's Eve party but have yet to find one. Saw Will, Steve, and Mike on the 22nd for a little while, would have rather waited until another time if ya know what I mean... Hopefully Steph and I can go shopping one of these days, and possibly ice skating again. Well back to playing with the "new toys"!!
Current Mood: Life's a blur...
Current Music: Man I feel like a Woman...
December 13th, 2004
Happy 3 years, Danielle & Mike!!!
So today was the best day I've had in a while... All in all, I got my baby back!!! Some people say I was better without him and I would be treated better with someone else, but fuck that I don't see in any way, shape, or form of how he mistreated me!! Your an asshole and you can go to hell, your only mad because you got turned down, again, and your jealous!!! Anyways, had to get that out. Spent the afternoon with the guyz, Danielle, and Mike. Had fun like always. If ya ever need a good laugh watch Mike sing... Self explainitory! Had quite the scare toady too, haven't talked to anyone about it yet- Hopefully he's alright!! Want a snow day tomorrow, that would be sweet as hell! Well anyways just a few life tips below that made me think before being a bitch to someone...
> Five (5) lessons to make you think about the way we
> 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady.
>During my second month of college, our professor
>gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student
>and had breezed through the questions until I read
>the last one:
>"What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?"
>Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the
>cleaning woman several times. She was tall,
>dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name?
>I handed in my paper, leaving the last question
>blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if
>the last question would count toward our quiz grade.
>"Absolutely," said the professor "In your careers,
>you will meet many people. All are significant. They
>deserve your attention and care, even if all you do
>is smile and say "hello."
>I've never forgot en that lesson. I also learned her
>name was Dorothy.
>2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain
>One night, at11:30 p.m., an older African American
>woman was standing on the side of anAlabamahighway
>trying to endure a lashing rainstorm. Her car had
>broken down and she desperately needed a ride.
>Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car.
>A young white man stopped to help her, generally
>unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960s. The man
>took her to safety, helped her get assistance and
>put her into a taxicab.
>She seemed t o be in a big hurry, but wrote down his
>address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a
>knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a
>giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A
>special note was attached..
>"Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway
>the other night. The rain drenched not only my
>clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along.
>Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying
>husband's bedside just before he passed away... God
>bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving
>Mrs. Nat King Cole.
>3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those
>In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less,
>a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and
>sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in
>front of him.
>"How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked.
>"Fifty cents," replied the waitress.
>The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and
>studied the coins in it.
>"Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired.
>By now more people were waiting for a table and the
>waitress was growing impatient.
>"Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied.
>The little boy again counted his coins.
>"I'll have t he plain ice cream," he said.
>The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on
>the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice
>cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress
>came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the
>table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish,
>were two nickels and five pennies..
>You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had
>to have enough left to leave her a tip.
>4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our Path.
>In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a
>roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if
>anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the
>king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by
>and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the
>King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did
>anything about getting the stone out of the way.
>Then a peasant came along carrying a load of
>vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the
>peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the
>stone to the side of the road. After much pushing
>and straining, he finally succeeded. After the
>peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed
>a purse lying in the road where the boulder had
>been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note
>from the King indicating that the gold was for the
>person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The
>peasant learned what many of us never understand!
>Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve
>5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts...
>Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a
>hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who
>was suffering from a rare &serious disease. Her only
>chance of recovery appeared to be a blood
>transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had
>miraculously survived the same disease and had
>developed the antibodies needed to combat the
>illness. The doctor explained the situation to her
>little brother, and asked the little boy if he would
>be willing to give his blood to his sister.
>I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a
>deep breath and saying, "Yes I'll do it if it will
>save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in
>bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did,
>seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his
>face grew pale and his smile faded.
>He looked up at the doctor and asked with a
>trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away".
>Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the
>doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his
>sister all of his blood in order to save her.
>Most importantly.................. "Work like you
>don't need the money, love like you've never been
>hurt, and dance like you do when nobody's watching."
Sorry that was so long... thought it was kinda nice though!
Current Mood: I love you!!
Current Music: Crazy In Love!!
December 8th, 2004
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME :
01 - Dieing while on sumthing stupid
02 - Loosing the person I love, wait I already did
03 - Dieing a slow, painful death
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
01 - Love
02 - How some peoples minds work
03 - guyz
THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
01 - Jeans
02 - cow socks
03 - pink "boob" shirt (inside joke)
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
01 - CD's
02 - calendar
03 - black cat
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
01 - Fullfil my life's dreams
03 - Party for a whole week straight, the week after my graduation party
02 - Try a few substances...
THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU
01 - Drugs/Drinking
02 - I go to counseling.
03 - I want him back... :(
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
01 - I like it!!
02 - Huh?
03 - I'm not that blonde, response- Yes u r!!
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO
01 - Australia
02 - Hawaii
03 - California
THREE NAMES THAT YOU GO BY
01 - Rayna
02 - Ray-Ray
03 - "My Bitch" (another inside joke)
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE OR HAD
01 - s3cr3tsXc0m3X1n
02 - Devilish16769
03 - BadKitty16769
THREE WORDS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
01 - outgoing
03 - opinionated
THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
01 - Bad moods.
02 - jealousy
03 - Anger problems
THREE THINGS THAT I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
01 - Hair on good dayz
02 - eyes
03 - No acne
THREE THINGS THAT I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
01 - Anywhere
02 - fat has accumulated
03 - Thieghs
What color is most reflective of you: pink or blue
How did you get the idea for your livejournal name?: Someones shirt said it
What time were you born: 3:48 p.m.
What song are you playing now, or wish you were playing? Nobody Drinks Alone
Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry?: none
What color underwear are you wearing?: purpleish/blue
What does your mom do for a living: operator, not for long
What does your dad do for a living: builds stairs
What is your pet's name: to many to list... Hans, Magnum, Luke, Topher, Kersey, Milo, Lowgee
What color are your bedsheets?: white w/ blue palm trees
What are the last 3 digits of your phone number?: 705
What was the last concert you attended?: one over the summer
Who was with you? Kellyn, Steve, Lauren, Dana
What was the last movie you saw?: Raising Helen
Who do you dislike most at this moment?: A chick from Marine City I dont even know...
What food are you craving right now: That Strawberry Cheese Cake I'm making that should be done pretty quick...
Did you dream last night: I don't remember it.
What was the last TV show you watched: Hits Countdown
What is your fave piece of jewelry: Class Ring
What is to the left of you: A door & wall
What was the last thing you ate: smore poptart
Where is your significant other right now?: couldn't tell ya
Do you have a crush?: two
What is his/her name?: **** and ****
What shampoo do you use: Panteen or Herbal Essence
When was the last time you cut your hair: I don't cut my own
What shirt are you wearing: pink low cut spagetti strap that I've been told makes my boobs look big
What time is it: 4:10p.m.
What is your fave frozen treat?: Pecan Mudslide from Dairy Queen
Are you sexy?: not really
Whats your favorite shopping store?: Kohls
Current Mood: I want him so BAD!!
Current Music: Mockingbird
December 6th, 2004
Last time I'll say those three little words, cuz it surely wasn't meant back to me...:
40 Dayz and 40 Nightz, only been a day, but I miss um so...
Current Mood: *sigh*
Current Music: *My song* *Our song* *The song*
So as it turns out, there is someone else... :
Current Mood: ...but also relieved...