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December 5th, 2004

03:40 pm: So, after all of this shit going on, everything I did, it's over... Supposidly a break, but I'm just claiming it's over cuz everything that was said, is shit! Well whatever if that's the way it's gunna be then fine... But I will always love um. Even if he's an ass, were still friends. That's not gunna be a little awkward tomorrow, on top of everything else that may happen. Anyone wanna go hangout this week, cuz I'm free now... Couldn't hangout much before but now it's back to the old times of a couple times a week of stayin out late, and having some fun!!! Give me a call- (810) 300-4364

<3 Rayna

Current Mood: mischievousmischievous
Current Music: All the things running thru my head... Good & bad...

December 4th, 2004

09:02 pm: 1. name: Rayna Vandergeest
2. single or taken: tooked
3. sex: female
4. middle name: Lyn
5. siblings: only child
6. hair color: blonde
8. height: 5'5"

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who are your best friends?: Steph, Will, Steve, Danielle
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: ya, William Sharpe

f a s h i o n s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: Kohl's
2. any tattoos or piercings: ears, 4 times

s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: have
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: Herbal Essence, or Panteen ProV straightening
3. what are you most scared of?: ....
4. who is the last person that called you?: Steph
5. where do you want to get married?: some place pretty
6. how many buddies are online right now?: um... only 6, it's a friday night and im the only one home cuz of recent events...
7. what would you change about yourself?: thinner

f a v o r i t e s
1. color: hot pink, blue
2. food: pizza rolls, with steph....
3. boys names: ...
4. girls names: Harley Dakota
5. subjects in school: computers or woodshop just to screw off
6. animals: horse

h a v e y o u e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: ...
2. killed anyone?: not yet, jokeing
3. bungee jumped?: nope
4. made yourself throw up?: many times for many reasons
5. skinny dipped?: yup, remember that one time Kellyn...
6: ever been in love?: i am
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: lol, yup
8. pictured your crush naked?: not saying nuttin
9. actually seen your crush naked?...
10. cried when someone died?: o yeah
11. lied: yup
12. fallen for your best friend?: best guy friend, hell yea i did
13. been rejected?: don't think so
14. rejected someone?: yup, sry
15. used someone?: no, although i did lead a few on
16. done something you regret?: many times

c u r r e n t
clothes: jeans, and a dale jr. hoodie
music: Eminem
make-up: eyeliner, mascara, coverup
annoyance: not being able to go out
smell: fruity lotion
favorite group at the moment: Eminem if that's a group
screamo: a who
emo: no...
metalcore: no
desktop picture: encore cd cover picture
book you're reading: haha, none
in dvd player: Harry Potter 3 lmao
color of toenails: burgundy

l a s t p e r s o n
hugged: Steph
you yelled at: parentals
you kissed: either Will or Steph, Will I think, lol

In the morning i am: pissed off
love is: the best thing ever
i dream about: can't remember

o p p o s i t e s e x
what do you notice first: personality or teeth
last person you slow danced with: Will
makes you laugh the most: Steph, Will, Steve, Mike, Adam, Mike O., John
makes you smile: Steph or Will
who do you have a crush on: hehe, my boyfriend
who has a crush on you: dunno

d o y o u e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: fuck that
wish you were a member of the opposite sex? :sometimes to hear what they talk about or do w/o us girls
wish you were younger: nope, like it just like it is
cry because someone said something to you?: haven't we all

N u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: none
of hearts i have broken: 3 maybe
of continents i have lived in: one
of times i have moved: twice
of cds i own: like 3 i listen to, many i don't even look at
of scars on my body: to many

F i n a l Q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like filling these out?: yup and I like reading um too
2. gold or silver: Silver
3. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: can't remember
4. favorite cartoon/anime?: don't really watch cartoons...
5. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: cookies
6. where are you right now?: home
7. who would you love being locked in a room with?: my friends
8. could you live without your computer?: i could manage
9. would you color your hair? already have
10. could you ever get off the computer?: when i finish this im outa here
11. hablas espanol? know spanish... is that wa that says, a little from steph
12. how many people are on your buddy list?: which one pry only like 80 people
13. drink alcohol? yup and I go to AA

So this weekend totally blows... Can't do jack because of some shit that happened, so I get to sit my ass on this computer. Majorly gay!! Wanna go hang with the guyz and Steph, but no, that can't happen either. I'll tell ya if they won't let me go riding tomorrow, the b-ball games this week, or something next weekend there's gunna be hell to pay. I even would pay to go to AA cuz I need to get outa this damn house!! Get to go back to school Monday, I mean I only had to stay out a day, but not being able to see anyone since Thursday afternoon really sucks... If they woulda made me go where they wanted to send me I woulda killed myself. (Not literaly, for all you who TRY to do the RIGHT thing, not!) Anyways, told Will he should come riding with Steph and me, I think we'd get a kick outa that one. Claims he's never rode a horse, not even the pony rides??? Who could pass them "bad boys" up at the fair?!?! Well this is a bunch of rambleing bullshit so I'm gunna save ya guyz some time and cut it off here...


(810)300-4364... If anyones as bored as me-

Current Mood: drunk...If only...
Current Music: Shania Twain

November 27th, 2004

07:29 pm: Let's see...

Last weekend was much fun, hung out with the guyz on Saturday. Went to the mall, then drove around. Was gunna see Kellyn but never gotta holda her! Damn! O well, maybe next time!! Went to Cedar Point on Sunday has some more sweet ass fun. Grim reaper dude came up behind me, touched my shoulders, I turned around and never screamed so loud in my life... Everyone was looking and my dad and the guy in the costume were laughing at me!! Left there, Monday Steph was back at school. Cried I was so happy!! God do I love that girl. Stayed after with her and hung out with the guyz, yet again. Nothing much on Tuesday... Today Will didn't come to school, rather he sat his little ass at home and played the new Grand Theft Auto game. So Steph and me stayed after again and he came up to the school and hung out for a bit. Steph left and me, Will, Adam, Steve, and Mike hung out at the youth center for a while. Had a pine cone fight, hurt like a bitch!! And now I sit here typeing about my life... Well gunna gets going-

<3 Rayna <3

Current Mood: crazyHYPER!!
Current Music: Hailie's Song...

November 26th, 2004

10:03 pm: So far vacation has been quite boring besides this evening... Hung out with Matt, Matt, John, and his friend Lance. Had some funny experiences, hope to do it again soon! Saw Will, Steve, and Mike during the process.
Ate way to much food for Thanksgiving, pry enough food to last me a week.
Might hang out with William tomorrow if the little bitch calls me... JJ, I luv that kid!
Stephs in the U.P. until Sunday, which sucks, but hope she has fun.

Well need to find a way to get outa here so write later...


Current Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
Current Music: Silence....

November 19th, 2004

09:49 am:
Favorites, A-Z...
Favorite animal:Horse
Favorite board game:Twister... if that's a board game
Favorite candy:Peanut Butter Twix
Favorite dumb joke:...
Favorite evening TV show:That 70's Show
Favorite fastfood place:Taco Bell or Hot N' Now
Favorite grade in elementary school:2nd
Favorite holiday:Halloween or Christmas
Favorite instyle fad:Cord-A-Roy...
Favorite jingle from a commercial:Zoom Zoom Zoom- Mazda Commercial
Favorite koolaid flavor:Hawaiian Punch
Favorite line from a movie:8 mile scene-with the fire and the we dont need no water song...
Favorite memory from high school:To many... horse-back riding had some memories
Favorite number:16 or 7
Favorite old song:Jesse's Girl
Favorite person to pick on:Will or Steph as a joke
Favorite quote:Guyz do it all the time...
Favorite reality show:don't watch um
Favorite skill you posess:Fourwheeling/Snowmobiling activities
Favorite talk show host:Damion from TRL
Favorite under water animal:Plata-ma-pus
Favorite video game:Grand Theft Auto (all of um)
Favorite wizard of oz characterToto
Favorite x-rated film:umm.... lets think
Favorite yogurt flavor:Black Cherry
Favorite zoo animal:Penguin


October 8th, 2004

06:54 am: So... today is another sucky day because of more news I found out... Don't wanna go there though! Talked to Will first hour, thought he was made at me for a little while then we talked forever by ourselves so it all worked itself out. Im leaving for the weekend today and I really don't wanna go I wanna hang with Steve and Will. Couldn't go to the football game last night because my mom didn't want me hangin with a buncha guyz by myself. Errr.... angered me!! I like Will and he's so fun to hang with but I don't think he likes me cuz he's always with Sam... I mean that's his choice but w/e I guess we can just be friends. I just don't see what he sees in her besides maybe a piece of ass but she's so ugly!! Like, ewww... nasty ugly! Oh well maybe one day something will work out... So the hours almost over better get going,


Someone give me a call on my cell this weekend... 810-300-4364

Current Mood: confusedconfused
Current Music: Lets Go

October 7th, 2004

04:03 pm: I sit in the park where I dwell,

For this boy I love so well.

He took my heart away from me,

Now he wants to set me free.

I see a girl on his lap,

He says things to her he never said to me.

I ran home to cry on my bed,

Not a word to mother was said.

Father came home late that night,

He looked at me from left to right.

He saw me hanging from a rope,

He took his knife to cut me down.

And on my dress a note was found:

Dig my grave, Dig it deep.

Dig my grave, From head to feet.

And on the top place a dove.

And remember this, I died for love

-Today sucked major ass!!

Current Mood: gloomyand scared
Current Music: Silence...

October 6th, 2004

09:57 am: So yesterday was an awesome day!! Went to school a little tierd, but wasn't all to bad. After school did the usual... and watched some music videos. Around six Steve and Will, and Karlan picked me up and we went to the b-ball game. Had a sweet ass time! I love hangin out with them guyz, there so neat!! And funny, and cute!! ;) Ended up getting home around 9:30 took a shower and went to bed. Came to school today and Steph's not here for some reason, so I was really pissed off, as was Steve which ticked off Will, which put us all in pissy moods. Well that's about it for today... Talk more later,

<3 Rayna

Current Mood: scaredscared
Current Music: None, just the movie Breakfast Club in the background f/ Tim

October 2nd, 2004

08:37 pm: Fun Fun Fun!!!
Yet again I haven't posted in forever! Finally found some time to sit down and type something worth while. Hmm.... this weekend has been a total blast except a couple close calls! :) But it's all good. Hung out with a Steph-every day, Steve, Will, Mike, Nick, Kevin, Julius, Stan, Tom, Brent, Garrett, and Matt!! Woo Hooooo!!! Some weren't to cool, but whatever works. Leaving this Friday for three days to go to some grass drag thing I get to work at. Steph might come with me, but who knows!?! Plannin on havein her come over here tomorrow for a change since the last two nights plans didn't work out, yet we still had some fun after a few phone (ring-a-ding-ding) calls!! So that's bout it, got school on Monday, gunna suck after four days off... That 5:30 in the morning deal, AHHH!!!

<3 Rayna

*Thanks for some great times guyz!!! And Steph ;) !!!

Current Mood: hopefulMaybe things "will" change!
Current Music: 45

September 17th, 2004

09:25 pm: The shizz about me...
:x: piercings = ears: 4 times
:x: tattoos = none, yet
:x: height = 5'4"
:x: shoe size = 9
:x: hair color = blonde
:x: siblings = only child

:x: movie you rented = don't rent, we have pay per view for a reason
:x: song you listened to = Same Direction
:x: song that was stuck in your head = none currently
:x: cd you bought = can't remember
:x: cd you listened to = Hoobastank
:x: person you've called = Steph
:x: person that's called you = Bill
:x: tv show you've watched = gemstones with my mom
:x: person you were thinking of = Bill...

:x: you have a crush on someone = dont we all?!
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = depends on the day/mood
:x: you think about suicide = have
:x: others find you attractive = maybe
:x: you want more piercings = yup
:x: you drink = yup
:x: you do drugs = not really...
:x: you smoke = yup
:x: you like cleaning = once again if I get in a mood to clean or somethings dirty I will
:x: you like roller coasters = TOTALLY!!
:x: you write in cursive or print = Print.

:x: long distance relationships = dont care for them
:x: using someone = Against.
:x: suicide = your choice
:x: killing people = your choice
:x: teenage smoking = whatever
:x: doing drugs = whatever
:x: driving drunk = Against.
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = once again whatever
:x: soap operas = for some against others.

:x: food = many
:x: song = Away From the Sun
:x: thing to do = 4-wheeling/horseback riding
:x: thing to talk about = funny shit
:x: sports = nascar
:x: drinks = Mt. Dew
:x: movies = 50 First Dates & Texas Chainsaw Massacre
:x: singers = Ryan Cabrera
:x: holiday = Christmas

:x: ever cried over a girl = yup
:x: ever cried over a boy = yup
:x: ever lied to someone = yup
:x: ever been in a fist fight = I punched my cousin in the gut when I was 4 for walking into the bathroom when I was in there, does that count?!
:x: ever been arrested = not yet...

:x: shampoo do you use = Panteen Smooth and Sleek
:x: shoes do you wear = K-Swiss or Filas and my leather Mudd ones
:x: are you scared of = um... a few things

:x: of times I have been in love? = none
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = I'm the heart breaker
:x: of hearts I have broken? = 3
:x: of girls I have kissed? = 1
:x: of boys I have kissed? = 4
:x: of girls I've slept with? = 0
:x: of boys I've slept with? = 0
:x: of drugs taken illegally? = lets not go there...
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 2 or 3
:x: of people I consider my enemies? = a couple
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = quite a few for Honor Roll crap, but that's going way back
:x: of scars on my body? = gettin up there
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = a lot

:x: disney movie = Ella Enchanted? however you spell that
:x: word = bull shit
:x: nickname = Ray Ray
:x: guy name = dont have one
:x: girl name = Harley or Dakota
:x: eye color = blue or bright green
:x: flower = Peace Rose
:x: piercing = belly button
:x: actor = um...
:x: actress = I dunno...

:x: pretty = depends how my hair looks that day...
:x: funny = sometimes
x: hot = dont think so, according to a few maybe
:x: friendly = yup
:x: amusing = ya
:x: ugly = no, could be worse
:x: lovable = ya
:x: caring = for some
:x: sweet = um... maybe
:x: dorky = yes if that includes ditzy!

Kellyn and Bill are coming to Homecoming... Should be fun. Don't know what I'm gunna do about this guy situation but hopefully it works itself out. Well gunna get going,


Current Mood: restlessrestless
Current Music: Broken
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